Thursday, December 25, 2008

I want to write. I know I have a lot on my mind but I'm having a very hard time making sense of anything and I don't think I wish for anything to make too much sense at this moment in time. It's different now and I don't need for it to be anything more, but I don't want it to be anything less either.

Did I ever write that recently my dad told me perhaps I think a lot about happiness and things in that vein because I'm afraid of losing the things that make me happy? Kind of scary to realize but it seems sort of true. I always register my happiness and revel in it but I can't help but harbor the fear that it will be lost. I'm not really sure how fear --> thought, but it's a start.

Happy Holidays though!!

1 comment:

George said...

sometimes I feel like it's much harder to write everything that you are thinking about, using the right words and conveying it in the way you are thinking is pretty difficult.